Puzzled. Confused. Annoyed. Fear and Frustration. And it sucks. Believe it or not, those words perfectly describes what i feel for most of the time whenever i try to get close to people especially to chickens
(waterbear Gaizka). Flop, idk why I’m blogging this stuff. (yes, you are G) Okay, so here it goes….Naaaaaah. I really don’t know what to say. It’s just that i want to have my first post interesting. IS IT? IKR? Horray!! HAHAHA. KMN KMN
Okay, seriousness? Well, I love to smile, to laugh out loud! And I’m going to smile so that you’ll think I’m ok, I’m going to laugh so that everybody will hear my fake happiness and I will take every challenges of faking a smile in front of a crowd.
Is that your new motto now? Maybe, maybe not… because its becoming a lifestyle. Sometimes we have to lose something before we realize what we had, so sometimes we have to lose faith in order for us to strive hard to get it back. But what if there’s no more hope? Wrong! There’s always hope. It’s just a matter of you knowing how to find it within yourself. Some of us think that letting go is harder than holding on. Might be true but you know what i think? Letting go is the bravest act one can ever do. Sure, you can always fool yourself by walking by people who smiles, laughs and talk with you and you take time to listen, smile and laugh with them but you know deep inside you’re hurting. Your mind goes somewhere else and just when you’re about to break down you have to force yourself back to reality, back to the pretentious you.
Snap. Don’t you dare believe in those words i just typed. HAHA. (clap clap) So where will this go? HAHA. I told you, malabo ako kausap. HAHA. *sabaw* bow